From the age of 2 I didn't have a father. He would come and go but I just wasn't enough. I felt like my heart was half empty. So I got mad at every one and every thing. I blamed everyone but the person i needed to. As a child things where hard and I didn't know how to handle things that i felt so strongly about so i just acted out. (Witch got me nowhere.) And because of that a lot of people in my family did not want to be around me because of they way i acted. But to to me they just didn't love me. so i just pushed everyone way and thought things would be better if i just didn't love anyone afraid that they would just up and leave
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
A lyfe I Live
Posted by ~Lil Mz. Writer~ at 7:52 AM
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I think it's really perceptive of you and mature of you to understand how you were feeling, how you responded and how that impacted others. I feel sad for your father because he is missing out BIG TIME by not being a part of your world.
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